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Post by andrewlee on Aug 15, 2009 15:28:26 GMT -6
Mac I know what you mean!!!! I don't date the types I did in the past though...took me a long time to learn my lesson! You are better off alone than with some mean selfish B**** !!!! I used to get very depressed so I can sympathize we who do!!!
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Post by Dax123 on Aug 15, 2009 15:33:00 GMT -6
I have trouble with making friends. Most people would be embarressed to be friends with me cos im fat and ugly. Im so so terrible at sports. I get so angry all the time and have nothing to take it out on exept my self and my bedroom. Everyone seems to be better than me at things and I weigh 114 lbs. Great life In fact the only thing that has kept me going is Star Trek. I also like to write stories about myslef in a more intersting life where im liked. Also my family arent rich and we can never go on holiday or anything. My bedroom is tiny and i get two ours of homewrok every day. Fun Ah well im still going and thats the most importent thing. Live life the best you can!
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Post by Dax123 on Aug 15, 2009 15:35:28 GMT -6
This song by Billy Joel always makes me feel better:
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Post by andrewlee on Aug 15, 2009 15:42:38 GMT -6
You have Friends here Dax and I know how you feel. I went through some of the things growing up as you are now as well as some other things that were bad!
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Post by Dax123 on Aug 15, 2009 15:46:46 GMT -6
The problem is some times I feel like killing myslef and aparently thats really bad!
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Post by macawol on Aug 15, 2009 16:48:50 GMT -6
Well, between being having chronic headache for 11 months, depression, and divorce, I ended up with no friends.
And you know how difficult it is to get new friends when you are 35?
But you are not alone about having considered suicide, I had the rope around my neck 3 times, but again it was only the little things that saved me.
But I grew up in the projects so I know about tough childhoods.
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Post by Dax123 on Aug 15, 2009 16:53:49 GMT -6
I get ideas everytime im cutting cucumber with a sharp knife which is so scary. I have two friends but thay take me for granted they use me for things like buying them stuff(well one of them anyway) and I try to resist them but if I do I wont have any friends. Ive also has dreams about people dying including my self which is very depressing! I'll get through though. The mystery of space has inspired me to keep on and find something out and doing something great for the exploration of space Just keep goin' on!!!
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Post by Dax123 on Aug 15, 2009 16:55:31 GMT -6
I know I have friends here and that makes me feel good! Thank you andrewlee and Mac Awol for your encouragement!
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Post by macawol on Aug 15, 2009 17:02:01 GMT -6
It is bad when friends take you for granted, that was part of the reason I lost mine. With my own problems I couldn't deal with theirs as well, which for some reason made me the bad guy. Sometimes I really hate humans, especially when they act like that. Aaah, a good adventure is always welcome, I use to tell myself bedtime stories when I was younger, but then I started playing role-playing games. Now that is good adventure. You really should try it if you get the chance, I think you will become as addicted as I did. I know I have friends here and that makes me feel good! Thank you andrewlee and Mac Awol for your encouragement! My pleasure to help, Miss.
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Post by Dax123 on Aug 15, 2009 17:05:30 GMT -6
I right stories, lots and lots of storys. I never finish them though. I never can because I like to explore them, change them. I find it very hard to get bored.I dont think id be very good at role playing!
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Post by macawol on Aug 15, 2009 17:15:04 GMT -6
I right stories, lots and lots of storys. I never finish them though. I never can because I like to explore them, change them. I find it very hard to get bored.I dont think id be very good at role playing! Of course you would, the entire essence behind role-playing is imagination, and you need alot of imagination to write good stories. ;D some of my favourite role-playing characters were a real evil ******* by the name of Wladimir Arthur Reese. He was the officer in a nazi-like future army. And a force-sensitive Twi'lek erotic dancer by the name of Breeni Spuws. (It was in a Star Wars Game)
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Post by Dax123 on Aug 15, 2009 17:17:39 GMT -6
lol! Might give it a go one day........................
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Post by andrewlee on Aug 15, 2009 17:36:41 GMT -6
Dax your welcome. I know that things can be rough! I have been taken advantage off by false Friends to, had to fight off bullys. Hang in there my young friend!!
Mac I know how you feel in what you have said in your last few posts. I have been there to and I know it doesn't feel very good! I'm a bit like the mis-fits on our RPG except I don't drink anymore because I have too much of a bad temper and get into trouble!
I also love RPGs
I do have a few good friends , but this hasn't always been the situation. I know what it is like to be the friendless eccentric. I can say that developing a better self image helps!!
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Post by Dax123 on Aug 15, 2009 17:42:10 GMT -6
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Post by andrewlee on Aug 16, 2009 16:07:58 GMT -6
Yes of course!!
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